Jan 22nd, 2002
First Aura vision

Susan Bostwick (wife of founder of Bekeley’s Psychic Institute) was giving a free lecture on “You maybe be psychic, not crazy”. It was basically the history of the institute and she was giving some examples of people who experience their own psychic abilities and because others don’t believe they get scoldings, put downs and sometimes it scars them for a long time. She was talking about a women who was at a class and it was about seeing auras but she kept saying to her self that she wanted to see spirits. Suddenly she saw auras but dismissed it because it was not what she wanted to see. Anyway, I said to myself, “I want to see Auras” set back and waited expectantly. I was looking slightly above Susan Bostwick head suddenly, the wall behind her seemed to move back (like a wide angle lens effect) and it began to become very very dark. Then her head began to glow white and a couple of feet around her was a red colored shell. I got excited “is that the aura? is that the aura?” then just as suddenly as it happened the image faded back to normal.

Jan 27th,2002

First encounter with psychic healing and my spirit guide
This description is going to be full of psychic terms, you would understand easier if you listen to the tapes above.
I started my meditation practice by listening to the hemi-sync CDs to help move into a proper mental state faster. I did the standard grounding, running of earth and cosmic energies, energy recalling and golden sun healings. Now I did something not in those tapes. I started to put grounded sentries in front of my chakras starting from the lowest and moving upwards. Suddenly I became aware that my body was trembling, bouncing up and down on the sofa I was sitting on.This continued for a short while even after I reached my crown (7th chakra).
Then all became quite.. My eyes were closed but I became aware of a movement in front of my eyes. With my eyes still closed, I said hello to that presence and an image of a black women appeared in my mind. She was wearing a dress of grayish material and white apron. I asked her if she was my spirit guide, she just smiled. Then I asked her if she would help me realign and heal my chakras. Again she smiled, this time I could see her hands move towards me and moved them over my chakras. My body started to tremble again although not as strong as the first time. Then I thanked her and came out of the meditation. The next day I felt much more energetic which was great.

Feb 2nd, 2002 Early Afternoon

Invited to co-sit at someone else’s reading.
I went over to the Berkeley Psychic Institute (Mountain View Branch) to register for a meditation I class I happened to meet Kim who was the director of that branch. I started to ask her about the encounters that I had (as show below) but she was interrupted by the incoming visitors (it was another Fair type event. So while waiting I started to practice meditation, she suddenly pulled me into one of the psychic reading rooms and asked me to sit with an instructor (she pull a student to let me sit in). He asked me to follow his directions and the lady who wanted the readings sat down.

She wanted to know how her son died and I got an impression of sudden death like a car accident. (I didn’t say anything) The instructor told her that the death was sudden, one minute he wa alive and the next he was dead. She said he was on a boat when he died and wanted to know how (as no-one could find out). I got the impression of something hitting him and fell overboard but was unconscious before he hit the water. The instructor told her because this could be a dangerous thing for him to answer because the police could go after him. He did say that the son had the impression that someone snuck up behind him and hit him. The women asked who was on board, I got 2 faces one with a small beard and one clean shaven. The instructor also said so. And this went on for a while. He could see the feelings and thoughts of the son, I only picked up a few images. After it was over, and she had left, he asked me about my experience, as I was telling him, Kim came over and excited told him all I did was listen to the Med 1 tapes a couple of weeks ago, he had an expression of surprise then envy (like damm how could he improve so fast). I thanked Kim and that instructor for that experience and when back to the office.. I was testing some stuff in the office).

Jan 5th, 2002
Here is a description of my experience at Berkeley’s Psychic Institute.

Just to tell you of the experience of visiting a psychic fair. Some background. The Berkeley’s Psychic Institute was founded in 1973 http://www.berkeleypsychic.com/ so the organize fairs once in a while in the 4 branches they have over California. They provide courses on various spiritual developments and even have a 2 year course on becoming more psychic.

So last sat and sun was a fair in Berkeley. Find parking was a problem in Berkeley (that’s another matter : ) … anyway.. there were balloons here and there.. it was in a building, not a open ground fair. The fair area was split into 2 halves. One was dealing with the more traditional stuff things like tarot cards, palm readings etc. The other have (bigger) was dealing with the mental psychic powers. I wasn’t all that interested in the traditional stuff. I went for a quick look a round. So I decided to get a some coupons for some readings($10 per reading or $25 for 3..all 15 minute readings) and a Aura photograph.

So now to the readings. Now in order to have some sort of scientific study, I decided to ask 3 different psychics the same question. Which was, “I have been having these dreams during most of my teen years until now, which featured a girl which is always prominent in them and no matter what the story line is, the ending is always the 2 of us holding hands going off happily”. Back ground info for you, is that the story lines tend to be mostly adventure, or escaping bad guys.. something like the TV series McGuyver if you remember.

Now the summary (they said a lot of things but I’ll put in the interesting parts.. Interesting to me I mean. The amazing thing was that all 3 had this first image, meaning they talked about this before anything else. The image of this god like being that occupies half of my spiritual space. According to them its like almost exactly half of my aura. This being seems nurturing, providing healing, comfort, support, wealth. (wealth hehehe yeah right.. enough I suppose not rich :p )

Further investigation by them, seems to be that this being came to me in my past life, I seemed to be in india some place (as they see saris and that sort of attire during those times) and this being appeared as a beautiful statuesque women and sort of enveloped me. Apparently, they say this being has been with me for a very long time. The other thing was that my spirit seems to want to break this attachment to grow but this being seems not to want to let go. (I guess like a mother?)

They got the impression my by spirit shouting into a stethoscope with the ear plugged into my physical being. Shouting at my body get my butt moving to improve my own spirituality. : ) They laughed when they saw this image. One of them also saw (I think he was a teacher because he had students and was correcting what they were doing as I was being read) that I had a red rose in front of my third eye. That he says that I have some strong clairvoyance capability but for some reason didn’t validate it or know what to do with it. He also said that there was some sort of blockage that looks like a lock in front of my 5 chakra which means that was some sort of blockage to my creativity and expressing myself to others. Which is sort of true 🙂 I used to stutter over words although that hardly happens now but then not many people listen to my opinions anyway.

Then after this, they started to investigate my question, it appears that this person in my dreams is real and is from a past life with some sort of an agreement. The link is so strong that if I meet that person, I will know who she is. They got an image of me in some sort of class room learning some craft with my hands and that is when I’ll meet her. Hmm does that explain why suddenly early last year I got the impression to start drawing?
At then end, to me I think it was to reassure me of what they were saying, they mentioned several parts of my earlier childhood , teen years, of what I went through, and some specific events. Which was pretty accurate.