Feb 27, 2002 – Forth Meditation Class
We began with a mini-reading of each of us so that we know what we are doing and how we are progressing. I think we didn’t really understand what was being said during this reading. After this each of us told us about our experiences during the week. I told him (Jeff) of my experience in that temple in Thailand.. he goes yep you are recovering energy left over from there.. Hey look your teacher is still hovering over to your left, I think he believes you to be his best pupil, but I doubt you can get much from him now, as he has not had a body for a long time.
The next odd thing that happened was that I was watching a movie (Practical Magic) on TV. At a few minutes after 10pm, I felt a hand touch my chest, I was lying on the couch at that time, my eyes flicked upwards and I saw the smiling face of Grace (one of students in the class), then the image vanished. I ignored it and went back to watching the program. 15 minutes later, I checked my email and her first email to me arrived and the date/time stamp ws 10.02pm. I asked her about it and she said she composed the email earlier but the mail got stuck in the outbox. So when she arrived back hope she clicked the send button again at just after 10.
I asked Jeff about this, he was a little surprised that this happened and asked if we had know each other before this class. I told him this was the first time I met her in class. He then asked me if I felt any feelings towards her when I met her. I said I think we felt friendly to each other from the beginning. He then had his famous “far away” look when his reading energies, he bent down his head had a mischievous grin and changed topic. This is irritating.. what on earth did he see! I told Grace and she also very curious too.
Now back to the class proper. For some reason he asked us to take a field trip, which in fact is a projection of mind/spirit to another place. I think he wants us to understand that we have done this before on our own many times and we can consciously do it at will.
Finally he thought us the main lesson for the night which was protection roses. The basic idea is to create a rose and let it vibrate with the same energy as you. Ground this rose. Now when energies are directed at you, happiness, sadness, anger, joy, money or anything else. This rose would intercept this energy and you can become detached from the other person. We then did some experiments by pairing up and and telling stories to each other. We listen to the stories with and without the roses.
The experience was that when we listen to the stories we get caught up with the story and feel that we have to react to it. With the rose, we no longer react to the emotional energy from that other person and can listen without getting caught up with the story. Surprising thing is that the story tellers felt that they too aren’t as emotional about it and some realize that the situation is something for them to learn and they have to take responsibility for themselves.
Apparently, the rose works both ways, it prevents other people’s energy from entering your space and allows them to experience this totally for themselves and it also prevents your emotions from entering their space.
Mar 04, 2002 – Experience Update
Tonight as I was mediating and running energy. I started to practice things not taught in this class. These are recognizing and removing of energy from family members and cleaning of chakras. To recognize other people’s energy in your space is fairly simple. Begin with creating a rose then draw a person’s energy from your aura, example for father or mother. Move it to one side. Create a second rose of your energy and compare the difference in the roses. When you have finished doing that. Let the rose of the other person’s energy suck out their energy from your body. Then explode it with the intention of it returning to them. You can repeat this with all kinds of energy. The cleaning of chakras is also fairly simply, for the 3 lower chakras use earth energy for the upper 4 chakras use cosmic energy. Gently use this energy to slowly wipe off any perceived dirt that is clouding the chakras.
The last thing I did was to discover the “God of my Heart” this is to increase the ability to talk my higher self. I won’t describe the procedure here as its a long process.
After doing all of these processes, I settled down to simply running of earth and cosmic energy.
I suddenly decided I want to see my own aura. In my mind a plasma cloud seem to envelope my body. If you have seen StarTrek you will understand what I mean by plasma clouds. It had blues greens with some orange and reds here and there. With this active I decide to do some creating and destroying or roses. Interesting was I can see other images light up as pin points of light in my aura and body. When i try to blow up roses with pictures, I find that there are tiny pin points of lights in the aura and my body, I guess these are similar pictures with the one I am blowing up. What I do then is create another rose and let the pinpoints of light migrate to this rose before I blow it up.
Last exciting thing was that as I was looking at the different areas of the plasma around me. I noticed several balls.. well not balls but more like ovals that was white in the center with a blue glow. There were easily 6-8 of them around. As I stretched out my psychic hand and touched some of them. Some of them created images of different people from different countries. Some nothing happened. There was a Japanese women, some south east asia oriental man, some rough looking Hispanic and a couple of others.As I was observing them, I saw another orb zoom past me and I said hello to it. It sort of made a U-turn and flew in front of my face, pause a while and flew off.